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Saturday, November 03, 2007 @ 11:27 AM

This picture is taken during my trip to aceh. I tried to capture the picture of the sun setting. i guess i failed. this is my best attempt at taking a shot. Oh wells, it doesnt matter aniway.

I like to start my blog entry with a picture eh? ever realised that? i guess so. its so bland without any photo. Photos do cheer up things quite abit. :)

So lets start. Its a nice one week break from camp for me. I feel so exhausted right now. Ns has really drained everything thats in me. It's tough being a rifleman. During the training phase i mean. i really hope when we turn operationally ready, there will be less training and more rest.

But sitting at home is equally torturing. Things keep bugging me. i wouldnt say its a problem for me lah. The way i look at it, is more of a nuisance to me. Pathetic and sometimes childish. Its hard to understand what humans have up on the minds. We're definitely the most difficult creatures to understand. Same goes for me too. I dont understand myself sometimes. One minute you want this, the other minute, u decided to change your mind. maybe god created us in such manner to make us more interesting? haha. ok thats so random. Ive decided to ignore the person who decided to make himself a nuisance and somehow reveal his stupidity and childishness. Why shud we even bother lah kans. Grow up kid. I speak from my mind and i dont like bottling things up.

The fourth part is directed at you.

And yes yes.
To you Aisyah, im missing you alot =)

11:26 AM

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