im really counting down to the days of my passing out parade. exactly 27 more days before that day. Approximately 4 more weeks of BMT. How time flies... It seems like just yesterday i was just being enlisted for the army. And i cant wait for it to end. When it ends, i am no longer a recruit. I'll be called Private Farhan. It sounds better than recruit.

For the last couple of months, life there has been full of ups and downs. I can never run away from frustrations, anger,blood,sweat and the feeling of happiness when i was able to accomplish something i never knew i could. I always mentioned how i hated army life.. but on the other side, it taught me lots of things too. Before this, i never knew where my limit is, but army life taught me to push my limits. And till now, i know.. ive not yet reached my limits. ok it sounds complicating.. :P

Well, i just did my 12 km route march,with full battle order. which means with the ''oh-so-heavy'' field pack, rifle and the Load-bearing vest. Not forgetting the helmet, boots and ur own body weight. It was really2 torturous . I have to focus on lots of stuff. The leg movement, constant changing of rifle slinging, the field pack and stuff. I wonder how 24 km would be like. I wonder if i will have any legs left.haha.

And yes yes, i just miss civilian life. Doing things i used to do like watching tv for hours and hours. But now, the daily routine is, PT everyday..Sian lehh.. but wat to do.. as the saying goes, ''Lan Lan have to serve mahh''.. means, no choice but have to serve..

ok i think thtts all for now. oh yes, i miss all my friends. we shall hang out sooner or later.. haha.