ok guys, this will be my last entry for the moment. for those who is still clueless as to why? its because im leaving for National Service tomoro. im left with exactly 9 more hrs to go before i book in for camp.

everything seems so messed up in my mind at this point in time. i dunnow what to expect, i dunnoe how to react when i step into camp tomorow and i dunnoe if im really ready for NS. ok wells, the last sentence is kinda silly. because if u ask anyone who has been thru NS, whether they're ready when it comes to NS... all of them will say no. its orite..

i'll keep this short. i'll miss everything there is here. from my bed, to my three pillows. my family frens etc. i'll miss my bestie-liyana, farhana, pizza hut mates, nana and kentot

ape2 lar eh. i'll take things as it comes. thanks for all the advices and encouragements. i'll heed every one of it. i'll blog again once i book out. maybe 2 weeks from now.. :)

so yesterday was the last day of work. what a way to end it. before you readers jump to any conclusion, i have to say the final day of work wasn't a bed of roses. it ended up with me having to do all the dirty work. ok it wasn't that dirty lar. just that it was far more tiring den the previous days. Maybe it was also due to the weekends. you know, Saturday will always be a busy day especially with the school holidays and the recent GSS (great singapore sale). it was a very busy day with customers streaming in non-stop. and some of them had to be turned away. we were left with no choice as we were short-handed on staff and we cant accommodate too many customers.

I really pity some of my colleagues yesterday. they really had to slog it out yesterday. we had to do service, taking orders, clearing of tables and also delivering pizzas. it was hard to juggle all that. and the best part is, one of the computers,for us to key in our orders, broke down. so we were left with only one computer and that explains the late in orders and stuff. and to make it worst, there were only 2 pple doing kitchen. one of which was my manager. rabak kan. sigh.

when the day ended, we were really relived. it was finally over. i guess i felt better after work when my colleague nana accompanied me when i was oiling the pan for the pizzas(it wasn't supposed to be my job). thanks eh nana. if it was not for you, i would have thrown the pans and walk out of the store. she accompanied me till i was done with it. how sweet eh. :P

Like i mentioned in my previous post, i will miss all the guys and girls in pizza hut. you guys have been great friends to me. and i forgot to mention the managers, dev, precy and maria. thanks for everything. if time permits, maybe i shall return to pizza hut to see u guys.

well, thats abt it for now..

So hari ni aku nak blog dalam bahase melayu..hehe. Takkan asik nak speaking london je kan :) . so skali-skali nie nak cuba cuba plak blog dlm bahase melayu. Tapi it will be a mixture of melayu dgn english lar eh. Saje nak buat this entry macam lebih informal gitu. Kalau everything in melayu pon nnti mcm nmpk formal sangat. lagi tak kena. nanti orang kater jiwang lar, ape lar dot dot dot. the list goes on.

ok cukup lar opening speech aku. Aku nak carry on dengan post for hari ini. Hari ni cam biase. kerje as usual. cume kerje 2 jam je, sebab lepas tu have to run off for this course. padehal dah nak quit baru nak gy antar course. kadang2 aku rase manager aku nie mcm tak betol gitu. its really no use sending me to that course. reason dier nak tau ape.. ''every new staff has to attend the course'' dengan suare kepit dier and slang english dier. menyampah pon ader kadang2. Tapi kan fikir2 balek, nak tinggalkan tempat tu sedih jgk ar. baru nak kenal2 dgn member2 sane. people like ady, hana, nyza,linna,shida,shidi,nana,roza,adek,faizal dengan ajan. they're fun people ar. its just sad that i have to leave them because of NS. and they helped me alot. auntie yang kat sane? tak payah sudah. hehe. bnyak nagging je. its not that nak disrespect dorang or what ar. tapi kadang tu, macam lebih2 ar nagging dorg. Small little things pon nnti dorg kasi kau spelling macam kau dah runtuhkan tu kedai. binget kan. tapi takpe lar auntie, since this is aku nye last week, aku relek. tanak tunjuk attitude kat korangs. :)

well, even tho aku baru keje kat pizza hut like sebulan lebih je, aku rase it is an eye-opening experience for me ar. aku nampak macam2 kerenah manusia yang ader. their attitude kadang2 leh buat kau mcm nak cekik dorang atau amek botol chili sos den hantok kat kepala dorang. :P really, especially customers ar. so far yang aku takleh tahan foreign customers ar. yang orang putih ok. cume yang kite takleh take it klw customers yg indian atau filipino. dorang punye cerewet, kalah sak movie star. nak pizza tanak pineapple lar, pizza tanak daging lar, asal service slow lar and macam2 lagi ar. sape2 hot tempered atau ader darah tinggi mmg takleh keje sane ar. silap haribulan customer tu KO seh. and yar, ader tu confident, mintak order yang takde dlm menu. dorang kater kat negeri dier nye pizza hut ader tu makanan. darah UP lar seh. hehe. takpe macam tadi aku cakap, nie last week aku keje. so aku relek.

And yar, satu lagi hal. kadang2 aku tgk scary seh. 99% of budak2 keje sane smoke. (aku tak kire auntie2 yg ader kat sane lar. because obviously lar dorg tak smoke). i mean, why are they wasting their life seh by smoking. aku tau its individual preference that they want to smoke, but takkan dorang tak sayang diri kan. ok ar, smoking nie aku tak pasal sangat, maseh acceptable. tapi klw ader yang sampai nak ''tekan2'' sume. ape makne nye tu. kalau sape2 yg wondering ''tekan'' tu ape.. another word is cucuk ar. amek nnti kau gian. faham? yes, its happening to these 18-19 year olds.
Sometimes aku ader buat own self-reflection. Kadang2 tu aku fikir diri aku nie macam not that baik ar.tapi klw aku rase diri aku nie jahat, den dorang dlm category ape? care to help me? something i always think about. ntah lar eh.. i wonder how the future generations will be like. hopefully it wont be the same. Im not here to criticise my own race lar. just sharing my opinion on what's happening on the real world. no point hiding the fact. its happening everywhere. im sure u guys will agree with me. oh wells.

aku rase cukup lar untk hari ni. best plak blog dalam bahase melayu. macam lagi bnyk idea kluar. klw blog dlm english, nak kena find the right words. kalau tak it will sound so singlish. ok lar, entry nie pon kire rojak jgk ar. tapi its more easy reading. kan kan kan? sape agree angkat tangan. hehe. ok lar slamat malam :)

Exactly 10 more days before National Service

Hmm.. i shall start today's entry with what happened at work yesterday. It was a normal day at work until some idiotic customers irritated me. They were basically foreigners-Indians- no offence to any indians out there. So back to the topic. Well, they not only irritate me, but the rest of my colleagues with their changing of minds when making orders. That really tested our patience. And they keep asking for glasses and glasses of plain water. And because of that, i broke one of the glass. yeah-ness.! one of my friend even joked that since it was my last week at work, im breaking everything there is. hehe. To make matters worst, i broke it in front of her and her friends. it was so embarrassing. i nearly uttered that F word. =p But hey, thanks for turning up. im sorry you had to witness that incident. Thats about it at work.

Hmm.. oh yes, funny eh how u can still dream about someone whom u have so much hatred for, now. it happened to me just last night. i dreamnt about Zetti. To save all the suspense, she was my ex bla bla bla. I didnt know why i even had that dream about her. Till this moment, i remembered clearly what the dream was all about. geez~ In case you are wondering why i hate her so much, just go back to my previous entries. somewhere in January. whatever lar eh zetti.
i shall end the entry here for now. Suddenly, i forgot everything i wanted to blog about. geez~



The reasonable man adapts himself to the world;
the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself.
Therefore all progress depends on the unreasonable man.

The ideas seems to have dried up. i cant find a particular topic to blog about these days. When i was blog-hopping these past weeks, i realised, some people use their blogs to hit out on others. A place to let out all their displeasures, hatred and so on, on a particular someone or people in general. Well, as for me, im neutral about it. Im not really against it nor i am for it. Maybe these people need a place to voice out and express themselves. Well, if its kept within a certain limit, then i believe it is fine.

Moving on, im counting down to the days to national service. i still have more than one week to get myself prepared. And yes, im not prepared. both physically and mentally. Sometimes i would toss and turn in bed thinking how NS life would be like. You know, people have been giving us this bad idea of national service life. They have so many stories to tell when it comes to national service. But some of the stories are just plain make-up. I believe they're out just to scare the shit out of you. And remember the case where 2 NS-man died when they were tortured by their seniors? their head were dumped in water repeatedly and caused them to pass out and die. Scary uh. This was reported in the newspapers. Not a make-up. I just don't understand what was on their mind when they did that. oh wells, moving on..

There's so much i want to do before i go for my NS. One, get myself a PSP after receiving my pay. Two, Meet up with my friends and people i never had time for. Three, watch alot of movies, Four, go to the gym for some workout and running. And so on and so forth.
To miss farhana, the meet-up session we planned for, is it confirmed? update me on that. To the super-blur someone, are u dropping by Pizza hut? we'll see *smiles* . And lastly, to my best buddy, how are u getting on? it's been a while since i last hear from you. You..yes you!. hehs.

I just realised.. some people owed me something. Let me give you the idea what it's all about. One night, one soccer outing. Singapore VS Malaysia. Event: ASEAN Football Championship 2007. The bet: Singapore Win/Malaysia Win. I was rooting for a Singapore win. Outcome: Singapore Won. The task: Blanje makan! (in english its translated as A TREAT!) hahah. its been like 3-4 months? yes.im still waiting. To shimmy.. if ure reading this, remind your twin lar. haha. I thought its a deal mah. You,me, her. We both won what.. maybe she has treated you. but not me sia. not fair.! hahah.

Oh wells.. thts about it for todae. work as usual tomorow. not really looking forward to it. but looking forward to see whether someone really hold on to their words. hehs =P you noe what i mean.