yeah-ness!!. graduation day is just around the corner. but im still undecided as to what i am going to wear for that supposedly big occasion. black top with white tie? black top with red tie? black top wif orange tie? hmm.. options, options and more options. for the bottom, its basically confirmed. gonna be black pants and black shoes. it's nt much of a problem. oh wells, i shall just see.

I just came back from KL a couple of days ago. it was a long and tiring trip. going there by train is definitely not a good option. spending close to 9 hrs sitting, is definitely hard. sleeping was a problem. but luckily, during the journey home, my parents decided to opt for the one wif beds. i had a long and nice sleep. oh yar, went there just to send my sis. she's studying there. cool eh

Sometimes, i sit down and think. what is the next step? what am i going to do now? is there anything i can look forward to? the answers are basically negative. I really dont noe what to do now after ITE. i always thought after ite, there will be opportunities for me to further my studies. but when it didnt go that way, i was simply lost. i wasnt prepared for this. i was caught off guard. shit happens when u least expected it. seeing my frens in school makes me envy them. how i wished i had that opportunity. hmmmm

and yar, sometimes i would sit back and recall all the things i let slip. i was rather stupid. if someone goes that extra mile just to bake u a cake for ur bdae, what wud you do? i was stupid enuff to not notice. and now, she's no longer in singapore. i dun noe wat got into me. some things are just so complex. hmmmmmmmmm