Last week was a week full of surprises for me. Firstly, i passed my Final Theory Test (FTT) for driving, after just one try. hee. not trying to brag about it but it's something big for me. =) but unfortunately, i cant proceed with my driving practical just yet. And that comes the second part. i have received my enlistment letter =( yeah, i was hoping for it to come. but not this soon. i received it last Saturday and i have to book in like in 2 weeks time?? 15th June 2007. thts the day i'll be enlisted. i have been posted to the 2nd Battalion,Singapore Infantry Regiment (2SIR for short) So yeah, all plans of taking up driving practical has to be put aside.

There's so much to do, yet there's so little time. I must say the year 2007 has not been a good one for me. everything i hoped and want to do this year has to be either put aside or i have to forget it. the main thing i wanted to do this year was continuing my studies, which obviously i cant. then came the driving thingy. I was hoping to get my licence by the end of this year, but i guess, i have to put it on hold again. the thought of having my own PSP is still on top of the list of my buying list. but i have to forget about it for now. the reason being, im quitting work soon and obviously, i won't be able to save up enough for that PSP console. i have to cough out like 400 bucks for that PSP?? thts alot of money. and yar, driving practical will also cost me a bomb. so i currently have to forget about the PSP. haiz. if only i was rich and can get everything i want or maybe a kind soul who is very very kind enough to buy me that PSP? hee. =P oh wells, my main focus now is National Service. Other things will come after that. At least i have something to look forward to now. geez~

As for yesterday, i wont talk about work. coz, its one stupid day at work. so many fussy customers, one crappy manager and whole lots of other things. But i guess, it ended in a good way. someone managed to cheer me up and make me forget all the things that happened at work. she's cute, she's friendly and super-adorable. haha. it was nice being able to chat with her on the phone. well, you saved my day. blueks!

oh wells, i guess thats about it for now. looking forward to Friday. another soccer outing with ITE mates. its gonna be cool. yeah-ness!

yesterday was graduation day. it was ok. not too great, not too boring. i felt happy, given the opportunity to meet up with my former ITE Classmates. i really miss each and every one of them. when i see them, i just want everything to start all over again. i miss all the laughters and jokes we shared throughout the entire 2 years. even tho some jokes were kind of lame, it was cool lah. :) i don't have the pictures of the graduation ceremony just yet. maybe soon i'll put it up. oh wells, as of yesterday, im officially the first batch of ITE Sport Management students to graduate. im proud of it. hee.

hmmm. work was ok yesterday. with the exception of one fussy manager. she just cant stop spotting your mistakes. i met some new colleagues. they're all cool lah. in no time, we were friends. if i can remember well, their name is lina and nana. haha. cant really remember ar. it just adds to long list of Lina(s) and Nana(s) i noe. hehe.

and yar, am staying up for the night to catch the champions league final. i really hope Liverpool will win. :)

yeah-ness!!. graduation day is just around the corner. but im still undecided as to what i am going to wear for that supposedly big occasion. black top with white tie? black top with red tie? black top wif orange tie? hmm.. options, options and more options. for the bottom, its basically confirmed. gonna be black pants and black shoes. it's nt much of a problem. oh wells, i shall just see.

I just came back from KL a couple of days ago. it was a long and tiring trip. going there by train is definitely not a good option. spending close to 9 hrs sitting, is definitely hard. sleeping was a problem. but luckily, during the journey home, my parents decided to opt for the one wif beds. i had a long and nice sleep. oh yar, went there just to send my sis. she's studying there. cool eh

Sometimes, i sit down and think. what is the next step? what am i going to do now? is there anything i can look forward to? the answers are basically negative. I really dont noe what to do now after ITE. i always thought after ite, there will be opportunities for me to further my studies. but when it didnt go that way, i was simply lost. i wasnt prepared for this. i was caught off guard. shit happens when u least expected it. seeing my frens in school makes me envy them. how i wished i had that opportunity. hmmmm

and yar, sometimes i would sit back and recall all the things i let slip. i was rather stupid. if someone goes that extra mile just to bake u a cake for ur bdae, what wud you do? i was stupid enuff to not notice. and now, she's no longer in singapore. i dun noe wat got into me. some things are just so complex. hmmmmmmmmm

it has all been work, work and work for me this week. truth to be told, i dun quite enjoy working life. it's not about the workplace or the people there, it's just that im not prepared for working life. i dun see a point working now besides just having some pocket money. or maybe for experience sake.but i dun like doing something which have no relation to what i have studied. it doesn't interest me at all. i miss school. and this might sound crazy but i miss studying. yeah, it wasn't the case a few years back whereby studying was never in my mind. all i wanted to do was enjoy myself and waste my time with things which are of no purpose. good thing i realised it now than later. im just hoping the enlistment letter will come real soon.

Tomorrow will be another long day for me. im already expecting it. since its the weekends, im sure they will be lots of pple patronizing that restaurant where im working. dang. one thing i really forward to about work is after work. thts where everybody will let their hair down and relax. we will go around shouting and blasting the music on our handphones. it's really cool stuff. my manager is one cool dude. =)

well,i guess i shan't complain about how much the workload there is for me to do now. coz its better this way rather then i sit at home and rot. oh wells, to anyone who's feeling down lately, cheer up aite. =)

work started yesterday. it was one heck of a hectic day. even though there weren't many customers, bt there were tons of work to do. customers were basically nice people with the exception of some fussy ones. i hate taking orders. maybe nt for the time being. there's too many to remember. i have to read up on the menu everyday. besides that, everything was good. the people there are nice people. made new friends in no time. thanks guys for helping me fit in.

Going back from werk is pretty scary. hehs. u just have that feeling someone is watching you from somewhere. i had the chills yesterday. the cabin of the mrt was almost empty and i was alone in one of the cabin. pretty scary uh. and for the bus home, i was the last one to alight.

oh well, work as per normal todae. 4-10 pm. supposedly off, but manager wants me to cover for someone. ermm. guess thats abt it for todae. =)

Everything seems so mundane nowadays. i cant seem to find anything to do which is of my interest. Jobs are not coming and school is definitely off the list for now. Hanging out with old friends is also not in my schedule because of the fact everyone's busy slogging out on different things. Well, im trying another shot at job interviews this weekend. i think i have no choice but to do it till i get my enlistment letter. Im astounded as to how free my schedule is now. it wasnt the case a few mths back when im still spending time in school. during that time, my schedule was so hectic, sometimes i didnt even have time for myself. come to think of it, i miss being busy. i miss being in school. i miss hanging out in school. and i miss all those crapping. =)

Well, the champions league semi final is over. and Chelsea, supposedly the ''strongest'' team in that competition has been knocked out by Liverpool. *grins* And another team knocked out was Manchester United. Many football fans around the world was anticipating an all-English final, but it wasn't to be. AC Milan- the team which beat them- simply outclassed them. im ecstatic my favourite team, Liverpool got through. ok maybe to those non-football fan, this paragraph will be redundant to you guys. =)

Moving on. i finally got to chat wif that Farhana after such a long time. hehs. when was the last time?cant remember. and that someone's got a boifee-to-be ehh..haha. im happy for you. =P hope the skies will clear and bring away the dark clouds that has been surrounding you all these while ey. *cheers*.

think i'll just keep this post this short. coz i cant seem to find any thing to blog about todae. no particular issue. so long. *cheers*