i really wanna play rugby again. i miss the sport. Getting into those nasty tackles, cuts, bruises, broken bones, fights, kicking on the face. its all in the game. i miss all those things about rugby. it just makes you want more. when you get into those tackles, u just wanna give em back to your opponents. you wont really mind about the cuts, blood and all. well, pain is temporary..glory is forever. ;)

oh well. maybe you guys will wonder why in the world that im kinda emo nowadays. hehs. well, to be honest, i kinda like writing poetry. it gives me the opportunity to share my feelings and experience through a different way. i rather write poetry than go straight at it coz its nicer that way and i wont hurt anyone in the process. =) Love poetry is what i do best. it doesnt necessary has to be in relation to what im going through. sometimes, i write about what i see around me. and on the topic of love, there's alot of breakdown to the meaning of love. doesnt mean just about love between a guy and a girl. right? ;) I used to keep one whole book of poetry. but i wasnt sure whether it's lost or i gave it away. if i did give it away, i tink it has already been thrown away. such a waste uh? well, i thought i could share it with someone else. but when things didnt turn out well, everything is thrown away..

hmm..well, still thinking about what to write for my next poetry. no ideas for now. care to share any ideas which i can consider? well, sometimes when you have lots and lots of ideas and you really wanna write it, you dont have the luxury of time. and when you do, you already forget what you wanted to write. it happens to me all the time. :)

thts about it for today.. by the way, anyone already guessed who's that little girl i have always been mentioning in my blog? if you do, tag at my blog. we'll see who gets it right. go figure! those who gets it right, lunch is on me! no joke.hehs