i never knew that boredom can be this bad. its even worst than after O levels. No school to look forward to, no jobs, no outings. my daily routine has been the same for the past few weeks. it really gets on my nerves sometimes. Tried looking for jobs but to no avail. i cant hold down a job now because of NS. And yea, i applied to be enlisted for the police force last night. i basically made up my mind to join the force. if my application is approved and i passed the rounds of interviews, i'll be a police officer. hehe. maybe im gonna take up part time studies too. i have a bad record of trying to juggle between work and studies. but i hope it works out this time.

if only i could turn back time. I would love to go through school once again. 2 years were soooo fast. it seems as though it passed with a blink of an eye. all the memories. classmates. conflicts. teachers nagging.cafe 1. chicken rice.western foods.teh peng.teh susu.haha.stupid jokes.pranks.not attending class.haha everything about ITE College East Simei is still fresh in my mind. one experience i will never ever forget. one of the best things that has ever happened in my life. i wonder how it will be like 10 years down the road. im sure we'll still laugh about it. lets hold a REUNION! hehs. oh well. 23rd may2007 is the day. GRADUATIONS!!

hey little girl. i miss you truckloads.the feelings are still the same.it never changed.it never will.nothing will change that.if only u knew.if only u understand.