Sunday, April 29, 2007 @ 10:38 PM
hrmm.. so much has been through my mind this past few hrs. it got me thinking.
Platonic Friendship. Hrmm, big word indeed. Well, yesterday.. i had a long chat with my best buddy Liyana. Something we had not been able to do for such a long time. Mainly because of clashes of schedules. I really miss talking to her. the constant disturbing and making fun of each other is still there. it was a nice thing. She complained about me not sms-ing her regularly and during chatting sessions, i was being too harsh on her. (well babe, i was just kidding) Ok well, the reason why i didnt sms her much more than i used to was because of the fact that she's attached now. i just didnt want unnecessary misunderstanding to happen between herself and her bf. but i guess, different people react to a situation differently. I think her bf is not keen about her having a guy as her best buddy. even tho i find it pretty lame, but i think i understand him. Any guy will feel insecure, knowing that his girl's best buddy is a guy. There were alot of times when i wanted to ask her out, just to chill out and catch up on things. But i did not follow up on the idea, because something just stops me. i really miss hanging out with her. the last time we met was back in december. yeah. that long. hmm, well, im actually caught in the middle right now. At one side, i really wanna enjoy my time wif my best buddy and have fun and on the other side, i dun want her guy to think that im taking advantage of the situation. its kinda hard.
Is this what platonic friendship is all about? Does friendship only restricts relationships between the same gender? Cant you have a best friend- whom you'll share all your happiness, your sadness and interests and she's a girl?
Some things just got me thinking. And for some things, you just wont have any answers to it.
And to top it all of, some things are better left unsaid.........
tis' the way
Reach my prismic soul.
Known As Muhammad Farhan bin Safaruan
More known as Farhan Superman. hehe
19 going 20 this year :)
Single but not available :P
Currently Serving National service with the Army -__-