Tuesday, January 09, 2007 @ 10:06 PM
For the first time today i told her off.. which i felt was a good thing.. I have been wanting to do this all this while but the fact that i pity her, stopped me from doing it.. I cant take it anymore. The way she treats me and making up stories abt me and telling it to her frens. The stories are definitely not true. But i must say, her acting was well planned and well delievered. It really made that friend of hers believe the whole story she made up. But luckily, that friend of hers was smart enough to ask me if wat that girl told that friend is true. i was definitely shocked by the story.. to the extent of having trouble sleeping.. wth?! Aniwae friend, im sorry if i vent my anger at u.. juz dat im so pissed wif her.I juz cant understand her... when she's lonely,in need of someone or having problems wif her frens,then she would find me.. if not, she will like forget that u even existed...she also has this hard to understand attitude whereby she will throw tantrums and sudden mood swings.. i tried to tolerate with her attitude becoz i noe, as a girl, she will have mood swings.. But what i couldnt believe was that she made up stories abt me! its like a stab in the back. i helped her with loads of stuffs.. giving her advices.. and yet she made up stories about me.. oh great! WELL i guess i had enough of her and decided to tell her off...the best part it, she scolded me back.. she's a good actor arent she.. she can turn the tables back on you and put back the blame on u.. but hell no, im nt gonna give in animore... no more ''giving her face'' or apologising first.. i dun mind losing a ''friend'' like her coz i noe she's not worth that title.. maybe she still hav no clue as to wat ''friends'' mean.. Aniwaes, lets juz drop it.. i had a decent time in school today.. as usual, class is quite boring and dry.. everything is about projects nowadays..sick of it actually.. but what to do, have to work really hard to progress to the next phase.. aiming to go RP to pursue my diploma.. Even tho its stressful today, i was relieved that my ''bestest'' friend sent me a nice msg to cheer me up.. at least it lighten my day a bit. thanks! pity her too coz she was really really2 tired and sleepy.. On a whole... today is a good day, i feel alive again after telling her off..hehe.. thts abt it for today..
tis' the way
Reach my prismic soul.
Known As Muhammad Farhan bin Safaruan
More known as Farhan Superman. hehe
19 going 20 this year :)
Single but not available :P
Currently Serving National service with the Army -__-