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Thursday, November 30, 2006 @ 3:14 PM
Better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures i took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end..............................
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures i took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end..............................
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 10:37 PM
back again with another post.. since im so bored todae,decided to write something..
Wahhhh.. tired seh...never felt this tired before. im tied down wif projects till sometimes i feel that i haf no life.. haiz~ Bt atleast i got a chance to destress yesterdae and todae.. for yesterday, went out to chill at marina before heading to bishan ite to watch the women's soccer game.. some of my classmates played..it was their last game, so i decided to give them some support.. congrats to dem.. dey defeated NYP to bring home the crown..haha.. the score is 7-0 if im nt wrong.. yeah..theyre dat good.. =) after the game, walk2 around bishan.. had one hell of a night.. cant stop laughing.. thanks to that fren of mine, yanto ar.. make all sorts of crappy jokes .. but at least it helped me to forget abt all the stress..
As for todae, after class, had to help out for some swimming event in school..myself and 2 other mates was assigned as ''runners''. main duty was to accompany the swimmers to their respective lanes.. it was really an easy job..i pity the rest of my classmates hu had a more tedious job.. while waiting, myself and my buddy hazmi as usual, we talked crap..we played a trick on my other fren idris..it goes like this, he pretended someone called him and asked for that idris... when that guy picked up the fone, we laughed out loud seh..hahah..imagine his face.. how ''paisey'' he was.. it was so fun.. we made fun of some of the swimmers and etc.. it was really fun.. i ended up wif a bad stomachache seh from all those laughing..hehekz.. its been a long time seh..
Tink thats about it for todae.. =)
*feels so good to be in love again*
Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 10:14 PM
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Hey there.. finally decided to update my blog.. hehe.. orite here i am again writing my blog..
THese past few weeks have been a hectic week for me.. projects, projects and more projects.. im sick of hearing that word.. can u imagine,4 projects to be submitted by next year..damn! thts a freaking load..im so stressed up wif it that im falling sick due to it.. for the past few weeks,all i did was projects, nothing else.. my weekends are also spent doing projects... and it is also affecting my sleeps and all, really. ive been having bad dreams abt projects, school etc.. i really hope this will end soon..sometimes, i feel like giving up..bt thankfully, i have frens around me who gave me the encouragement to go on.. i even joked wif one of my classmate, ''eh, wanna quit school?'' haha.. yeah to that extent u noe.. When all of these are over, im so gonna enjoy myself.. im gonna go to the beach and scream!! haha..yes, i really think i shud do that.. letting out all those stress and anger..
Recently,SHE came back from KL for her trip.. i was so eager for her return..But things didnt turn out the way i wanted it to.. From i see and from i feel, she's changed into a different person.. she's no longer the person i knew.. when i told her abt how i felt and stuff, i was told off instead.. i really dunnoe wat i should do.. should i really bother? or should i juz leave her alone..maybe i shud give her time.. watever lar eh, i tink i shall juz leave her alone.. i believe its not a good idea to dwell on this matter.. coz it only adds to my burden..
i tink thts abt it for todae..im running short of ideas.. c ya
*when the going gets tough, the tough gets going*
tis' the way
Reach my prismic soul.
Known As Muhammad Farhan bin Safaruan
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