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Thursday, October 19, 2006 @ 10:53 PM

19.10.06

Dun ask me why i put that date as the title of my blog.. its juz that i have no other ideas wat to name my post for todae.. Okay, as usual, had school and stuff.. it was fun.. finally, i can go to school after its like one mth im at home.. was a total relief.. and least by being in sch, i can kill time, disturb my frens, look at pple.. hehe.. and also study lar.. duh! so todae 19.10.06 was practically a fun dae for me.. went out wif some classmates for breaking fast at geylang.. it was the first time this yr that im doing this.. gosh! we went to arnold's at city plaza.. something really interesting happened dere..but i wont elaborate on that issue.. its nt good to gossip abt pple during the fasting mth..hehe.. orite,so after dat walked around geylang... saw loads of interesting things at the bazaar.. tot of getting another pair of baju kurung for myself... but still having two minds on it.. coz im like so nt in the mood for hari raya this year.. im nt sure why.. den headed back wif linda.. it was fun.. we talked crap..haha..

hrmm..so thts what happend on 19.10.06 basically.. there's more to it actually, but cant be bothered to elaborate on it further..or it'll get boring.. hehs..

Lately, ive been having this dilemma.. haish..its been bothering me for quite some time.. its abt me,a girl and myself.. *names are nt being mentioned to protect the identity of the person* hehe.. aniwaes back to the issue... HAISH! ok i will stop sighing.. but yea, shud i or shudnt i make that move to take her back into my life, after wat happened in the past.. to be really honest.. ive nt forgotten that issue.. im a person who forgives but i dun really forget.. and yar, it concerns matters of the heart.. due to that, i suffered alot... haish.. i tried forgetting her.. but she appeared in my life again.. im really confused rite now.. i dunnoe if i shud go for it or not.. i dun want history to repeat itself..i tink the best thing to do now is for us to juz remain as frens and juz see wat happens.. in my heart and my mind, wats over is over.. no point thinking too much abt it.. i have to try and move on no matter what.. i cant just stay stucked here and show that im weak.. dear god, please help me clear this problem as soon as possible.. i cant go on any longer like dis.. haish.. but truth to be told, im nt interested in having relationships for the time being.. maybe flirting is the best ting for me to do now.. as always..heheh.. kiddings lar.. when im more prepared and have found the right girl for me, which meets my criteria of the cinderella of farhan.. den i'll accept it.. For now, farhan will relak relak one corner, find and at the same time wait for that cinderella of mine..

ok lar, enuff for today.. more post coming up tomorow and for the rest of the days lar aite.. if u have any suggestions as to how i can solve my problems, do tag me..hahaha.. maybe i can find some good aunt agonies out there.. u'll never noe.. bye!

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