Sunday, May 29, 2005 @ 9:50 PM
Haluu..back again..todae woke up around 7 plus in the morning and got ready for my religious class..hate to wake up early in the morning..especially on sundays..while others are still in bed,i have to force myself to go to the religious class..but atleast my mum prepared a nice breakfast..yummy yummy..then around 8 plus headed to the bus stop with my bro..and took bus no 23..it was packed. Mainly indians..i dunnoe y there's lots of them coz its a sunday rite..dont tell me they have to work even on sundays..nevermind..so reached there almost nine..today is the last paper for my religious class exams..and u bet,i didnt study a thing for it..cool huh..hahaha..i tink its not a big deal coz my other two frens sitting beside me didnt study too..coz they said the book was hard to understand..is it a lame or acceptable reason?hahaha..many pple complained that the book is hard to understand too..so i guess its acceptable..so the test started..to my surprise,the questions were easy,didnt have a hard time to answer it..but most of it,i used my common sense...no book answers..again..cool huh?hahaha..my other two frens were still struggling with it..dunnoe y..but the last question was hell for me..it was an essay question..wahlau..they expect us to write 200 words..gosh!! as if i have all the facts to write in that essay..nvm,i juz said to myself,write anytin whic comes to my mind..i dun even noe wat i was scribbling on that piece of paper..then around 10 plus i finished the paper..actualli the paper was to last until 11..but i finished early and didnt bother to check..coz i noe im writing shit in it..so y bother rite..hahaha..ok..so after walk to the bus stop to wait for the bus..no mood to hang around coz im so the veri tired and sleepy..on the way home,on the bus, i saw this grp of indians..there were lots of them..but im not sure wat's the occasion..so me and bro juz look in ''amazement'' at wat was going on..after 20 mins,we finally reached home..decided to go to a shop to buy water..i bought this soya bean in a glass bottle..the problem is,i couldnt open the bottle cap..then me and my bro was trying so hard to open it like a bunch of idiots..hahah..we even joked around with it..hahaha..it was fun..at last,i juz have to wait until i reach home to open it..then around 3 plus when to whitesands shopping mall..juz walk2 around nuting to do..den buy the kaya bread frm ya kun..so nice sia..yummy yummy..den after dat walk2 and headed home..watch armegeddon on channel 5 ..cool show..sad ending..den on comp..and chat2..so thatsa about it..chiaoz..
Thursday, May 26, 2005 @ 2:34 PM
Holla again...so i guess u guys read wat i wrote earlier rite? ok or not?? hahaha..i hope it is..it was specially dedicated to her.. Hope she'll read it.. ok2 now i shall begin proper... Hrmm..wat a dae it was todae..Liverpool Won the CHampions LeagUE!! HUrraH!!..COngrats to Steven Gerrard and gang..Wat impressed me abt this liverpool team was their never-say-die attitude and they never stop fighting till the very last minute..OK..so i woke up around 2.40 to watch the game..perfect tyme..the match had just kicked off..SUddenly,AC Milan scored in the veri first minute..i was soo shocked..but i was confident liverpool will be back..but gosh! Hernan Crespo scored two goals to send liverpool 3-0 down in half time..i tot the game was well over for liverpool..coz its impossible to come back frm 3 goals down to win the Cup..unless a miracle happen..Then the second half started..And Steven Gerrard and Smicer scored to put LIverpool back into the game..i was jumping for joy..now the score is 3-2..and then the unexpected happened..liverpool won a penalty..although Xabi Alonso's shot was saved,but his second shot was into the back of the net..YEAH!!! now its 3-3..and game ON! i have to be honest,Jerzy DUdek was superb..the liverpool goalkeeper..he saved a point blank shot frm shevchenko to deny milan the win..then came the penalty shootout..it was nerve-wrecking..i was on the edge of my sit..i couldnt sit still...and again..dudek was the hero..saving two penalties..and it was game over for AC Milan..i was shouting and jumping to celebrate liverpool's win..and its still 5 plus in the morning..hahaha..crazy of me..but im too happy..move over milan..LIverpool are the kings of Europe..yeah! superb,magnificent,astonishing display by liverpool..and they'll be remembered in history in years to come..im sure..hahaha..im gonna continue celebrating..to all milan fans..sorry man..it didnt work out for u guys..That 6 minutes of madness killed ur team..muahahaha.. ok2 i guess thats abt it..to those hu dont understand a shit abt wat im talking abt..then let me sum up..Liverpool won AC Milan in the champions league finals..get it now? hahaha..i knoe im exaggerating..but hu cares..Liverpool won..and thats the most important thing...hahaha..ok2..so im off now..LONG LIVE LIVERPOOL!!!
2:13 PM
Im only humanSometimes i make mistakesIf you forgive meim gonna do what it takesBut now i know better To hurt you was wrongGirl its with you i belongSomebody needs youLike never beforeSOmebody wants youR LoveSO open the door DOnt you leave me aloneDont you turn out the light Somebody wants youSomebody needs you tonightI've been thinkingWe should be talking it through You must believe meI'll make it up to youCause now i Know betterTo hurt you was wrongGirl its with you i belongIn the darkWhen there's no one else aroundI still pray That our love can be found~~~Specially for Natasha....
Tuesday, May 24, 2005 @ 12:50 PM
orite..so back again todae..hrmm..let me sum up wat happened on Sundae..basically on that day,in the morning,went to my religious class..then went home..before heading to the airport to fetch my bro hu had juz came back frm overseas..had a great tyme with my cousins there at the airport..one of my cousin kept laughing at this man whu wears a stupid cap..haha..i cant stop laughing..and another thing that makes us luff our ass out was beacuse of this man,hu juz couldnt stop digging his nose..and the disgusting part abt it was,after he digged it,he wiped it on his pants and then used the same finger to dig his ear..my gosh!! isnt that disgusting..i almost puke man..hahah..then after dat,went home..and all my cousins went back to my home..my bro bought for us lotsa of stuffs..haha..now i juz couldnt wait for my sis to come back frm overseas this july..i bet she'll have much more things for us..hahaha..ok so thats sunday..and now monday..it was vesak day and in the morning,i didnt go out..but juz watch tv..then around 3 plus,headed for the street soccer court as usual with my frens..and guess wat..i saw natasha..i was soo happy..haha..dunnow y..mayb i miss her alot..coz its been a while since i met her..after soccer,headed home..then bathe and on the comp..talk with the crazy gangs..ath,faez and diy..they're juz crazy..but its realli fun talking to them..then around 9 plus i went with my parents to JB..den during our journey there,i found out that my passport had already expired..haha..it was so sucky..then my dad suggested me and my bro wait at woodlands for a while..and u bet,its not a while..the wait took us almost 2 hrs..me and bro lepak lepak at the coffeshop nearby..after dat,we walk and walk and explore the area..it was fun..then we talk cork and luff luff like crazee pple..hahaha..it realli was a crazy nite for me and my bro..but its good coz its been a while since me and bro hang out together..finally after almost 2 hrs of waiting,my dad finally came..i was so relieved..then we headed to Mustaffa centre..coz thats the onli 24 hrs shopping centre..there,i saw this iPOD mini whic cost around 300 plus..i realli liked it alot..and im gonna buy it..i will!! hahah..its realli nice..i like.. ok so i guess so thats abt it for sunday and monday.. i'll write again...chiaoz!
Friday, May 20, 2005 @ 3:32 PM
haluuu..im back again..i didnt rite for the past 2 days coz i got no ideas mah..hrmm..ok so now im writing..i got no ideas actualli..so i juz rite lah.since i got nutin to do at home..so todae i woke up as usual around 10 plus after constant nagging by my mum..nyahaha..i was still in the mood for sleep coz i had a nice dream..but i couldnt remember exactly wat it was..but i knew it was fun.. weird rite?? nvm..den had my breakfast and after dat watched tv..it was so boring so i watched cartoons,cartoons and cartoons..nyahaha..fun wat..relieve the childhood days..ok...then around 12 plus i got ready for fridae prayers and around 1245,headed for the bus stop..then i saw my fren magg(faiz)..he wanted to go to marrybrown to meet tots(fadz) and ferrozy..wat surprises me was,he did not know where marrybrown was located..gosh! hahah..so i went with him to mb( marrybrown) and decided to lepak with them for a while..den at mb,got students frm my ex school..guess they must be sec 1's..and my gosh..we juz cudnt stand their behaviour..they like act pretty sia..like wat we always say ''step jambu siol" and wat atiqah will say..''menyampah sampah seh aku'' nyahaha..but its true..i hate their attitude man..then we talk2 bad abt them lah..one of them had a flat face..nyahaha..i knoe its bad for us to do that..but hu ask them to behave that way..serves them rite...then around 1 plus we headed for the mosque..i noe its kinda late..but hu cares..we decided to met alfri..on our way..dat 'bulu' (azhar) called tots..then we got irritated with that bulu and we shouted at him on the phone..nyahaha..den on our way we juz talk cork..luff luff like crazee pple..hahaha..but it was fun..at least we didnt step jambu..wahaha.. then when reached the mosque,tots wanna poo..den he and magg headed for the sports hall to do his business..hahah..me and alfri went straight ahead..when we reached there,the prayers had already started..and we were rushing.we had to pray outside the mosque at the field..its kinda itchy but hu cares..its onli for a while rite..then after dat,fadz,magg and ferrozy headed for their school while me and alfri headed back..alfri went to our ex school for band prac..on our way home,we talk talk abt how we missed secondary school life all that stuffs..haiz..i realli miss those days..so i guess thats abt it..hahaha..so long rite..i dunnow lah..the ideas juz keep coming out..so i juz write wat comes to my mind..ok so now im off for soccer match..see ya later dudes..!! chiaoz!!
Tuesday, May 17, 2005 @ 7:17 PM
hollaz..im back again..its been a while since i undated my blog rite..yeah..hmm..last week was basically soccer soccer and more soccer for me..hahah..i was soo blardy damn tired.dats y i didnt update my blog..Yesterdae i played soccer again and there's a big possibility im playing again tomoro..hahaaha..i noe u guys must be saying havent u had enuff of soccer?? well i havent..coz soccer is my passion and i wont get bored playing it even if its everydae..but yesterdae was fun..my team stayed on for 5 games..we were unbeaten for 5 games..thats sumtin good rite..thankiu thankiew..haha..but after the fifth game,we decided to stop coz we cannot take it anymore..we're juz too tired to carry on..can u guys imagine..5 games straight without a single break..its damn tired man..Faarisi,noe wat,u shud have been there man..our team were juz great..we defeated that stupid Mats team..stupid team..full of egos..thinking they're soo good..when we defeated them,they were so 'paisey' that they walked of the court and played in the other court with other smaller boys..hahaha..c'mon lah u stupid jerks..pick sumbody your own size..no point bullying small kids and trying to show off ur skills to them..coz u guys are doing the most stupid thing..hahaha..but wat im so pissed off with them was that they always commented on our style of play..they said we played slow lah..this lah that lah..blah blah blah..hey if u guys are damn good,why cant u guys beat us..morons..and i dont like this guy with the stupid tail on the back of his hair..he looks like shit to b honest..hahaha..k2..im being mean.. stop2..hrmm..u knoe wat,im realli in a big dilemma man..i dunnoe which one to choose..either her or her..the first gerl,i dunnoe if i can get her and IF i get her..i dunnoe if she's serious about relationship and stuffs.. and the second gerl,i dunnoe if she'll do the same thing to me like she did like tyme..im juz scared that she'll break my heart again for the 3rd tyme..i juz dunnoe wat to do..nvm..i'll juz leave it to fate..let fate decide..haiz..orite..im gonna stop here for todae..chiao sin chi!
Monday, May 09, 2005 @ 9:40 PM
hello again..so im back again..ok2..todae so bored at home..so i watched like two movies..haha..flubber and another one is 2 fast 2 furious..nice movie man..with all the fast cars..woo!! how i wish i can own them one dae..k.after watching all those movies,i turn on the computer and chatted with my skewl buddies..mainly my juniors frm my ex school..fun seh talk to them..talk crap..complain2 abt exams all that stuffs..pity them..have to spend their tyme for the books..while i can like sit around and slack all dae..hahaha..isnt it great..once in a while,ure free frm all those exams..dey get jealous over it mind you..hahaha..during chatting,i talked with my buddy faarisi and we planned to play soccer..ask along a couple of peeps to join us..den around 4.30,i went off and headed straight for faarisi's house..and he still havent get out frm his house..darn..hahah..so i waited for him for quite a while..den after dat,headed straight for the street soccer court..there were hell lot of pple down there..most of them MATs...so juz got on with the game..played lotsa games..but this particular grp of boys r not happi with our team..they said we played rough..c'mon..soccer is a physically demanding game wat..cant they juz take it..its part and parcel of soccer rite..sissy seh..push them a lil bit,they're furious..like we did sumtin bad..stupid sia..next tyme,if u guys cannot get hit a bit,den dont fucking hell play soccer..go and play some other games..play marbles or wat..stupid..see..im getting mad for no reasons..but lotsa tymes,when they tried to intimidate me,i juz smiled at them..ahaha..guess they're frustrated..im so happy to see their frustrated faces..stupid idiotic freakin morons..my fren faarisi almost blewed up man..but i ask him to maintain his composure..no point blowing up..coz its gonna create hell lots of problems..y cant they juz get on with the game and stop complaining abt roughness..freaking morons..feel like kicking their legs seh..nvm..to hell those sissy,shitty blardy farking idiotic moronic morons...wau,im getting good at all these words..hahah..k2 enuff abt it..so den when reach home,chat again..then got this gerl,wanna treat me..hahaha..happi seh..coz i help her burn her cd..hahaha..k2..enuff..im gettin crappy again..so im gonna end here todae..bye bye
Sunday, May 08, 2005 @ 9:52 PM
hey yo...Im back again..hmm..todae..i woke up around 7plus,bathe and get ready for my religious class..haiz..it was raining and it was cold..how i wished i could continue sleeping..gosh! it wud be realli nice..nvm..walked out and headed to the bus stop..my gawd,my umbrella broke...wahaha..so juz hack care and walk towards the bus stop with the broken umbrella..how embarrasing..pple were all looking at me..haha..then got in the bus..and my gawd..setupid bus driver..on the aircon so low..it was sooo damn blardy cold and i was like shivering seh..wat the hell..the journey took me around 20 minutes..imagine the moment of torture..sitting in that damn blardy cold bus...when i reached the destination,whic is at newton circus..got off and breathed a sigh of relief..no more torture..haha..im gonna hate that driver..hahaha..stupid shitto.. in class,evrybody was like sleeping..then as the lessons goes on..i didnt pay attention..my mind wandered off...the teacher talked veri slow and it made me realli bored..then during the second period..i got sleepy and decided to sleep..and gosh,i sleep all the way through the lesson..and its one solid hour of sleep..hahah..i was kinda shocked that my teacher didnt even ask me to wake up..hahah..so good of him...den i juz couldnt wait for the last period to end..wen it ended,finally...and quickly packed my bag and rushed out of the class..another torture..BOREDOM..hahah..it was still drizzling outside..but i didnt want to experience the embarrassment again..so i juz walked briskly to the Newton MRT station..waited for quite a while b4 i boarded the train..it was crowded..and man,i can see lots of pple with diff kinds of behaviour..i juz hacked care with them and my mind wandered off again...den when i reached home,my parents ask me out..gosh..didnt dey knoe that im tired..but nvm,since its a mothers' day....so we went to East Coast...we ate and ate..and later 'lepak' at the east coast beach..its kinda fun and relaxing..den watching all the cute little boys and gerls playing with sand..hahah..then flashbacks came to my mind..i was like dat before..playing with sands and making sand castles..hahaha..fun rite..if onli i can go back to old times..being a small kid again..isnt it fun.no problems and no stress...den my mum suggested we go to Changi Airport coz she wanna watch the aeroplane take off at the viewing mall..gosh..of all places,there?? nvm,since its mothers' dae,give chance ah..hahaha..when we reached there,gosh,the first place i search was the blardy toilet..my bladder almost burst man..hahaa..gross..i knoe.. den went to the viewing mall and watch the airplanes...after that,we go for dinner..den headed straight home..coz i was complaining of tiredness..haha..hrmm..at home..nutin to do..chat chat chat and chat...and i eat again.gosh im alot nowadays..dunnoe y..frust mayb..relieve stress and trying to forget sum1..haha...(stupid thing to do..i knoe) when can i see that gerl again..its been a while since we met..hrmm..eh am i missing her??aiyoh..me ar..knock my head then i know..hahaha..but its not a sin to miss her wat..hehe..k2..enuff of my craps..wait..i miss u gerl..hahaha..k2 stop..so thats all folky molky..goodie nitey..bye bye!
Friday, May 06, 2005 @ 10:06 PM
im back again..haiz..todae was another boring dae..went to fridae prayer..and gosh it rained heavily.and i was all wet..but its fun to sit in the rain sumtimes..ahaha..k stop it..when i reach home,i took a nap juz to kill tyme..then i woke up and headed for the television..my mum was watching the live telecast of the late president's cremation ceremony..so i sat down and watched it too..fuh..The former president of Singapore,Dr Wee Kim Wee must have been realli a great person..even though i did noe much about him when he's the president..but ive heard lots and lots of good stories abt him..many people called him the pple's president because of his warm and friendly personality..my father once told me he was invited to Dr Wee's house..it was because..my dad escorted him for the national dae i tink..my dad was a traffic police officer..i feel that this is realli a good way for Dr Wee to get more close to his fellow citizens..frm his face i can see that he's realli a nice person..how i wished i can meet him and get to knoe him better..many pple cried when they heard abt the death of Dr Wee..i guessed he must have left a great impact on Singapore and the citizens..k enuff abt it...after watching it...i continued to sleep again..hahah..den i woke up..and turned on the computer..haiz..i got to know sumtin bad..that gerl is alreadi attached to a guy..it realli hurt me alot..its like..at once,she said all those nice nice things..den suddenly she stead with sum1 else..its like stabbing my heart..i juz feel that she's toying around with my feelings..i was almost in tears when she said that to me..haiz..it juz hurts me when i found out abt this..i realli cant understand life...i mean..evrytime when i helped sumone,cared for sumone,loved sumone...they'll either backstab me or hurt me..isnt life cruel?? haiz..nvm..watever it is gerl,thanks for evrything..and hope ure happi with who ever u are with now..i dunnoe wat else to sae..i guess i'll end here.
Thursday, May 05, 2005 @ 1:21 PM
When we two parted In silence and tears, Half broken-hearted To sever for years,Pale grew thy cheek and cold, Colder thy kiss; Truly that hour foretold Sorrow to this.The dew of the morning Sunk chill on my brow?It felt like the warning Of what I feel now. Thy vows are all broken, And light is my fame; I hear my name spoken, And share in its shame.They name you before me, A knell to mine ear; A shudder comes over me?Why wert thou so dear? They know not I knew you, Who knew you too well:-Long, long shall I rue you, Too deeply to tell.In secret we met?In silence I grieve That my heart could forget, My spirit deceive. If I should meet you After long years, How should I greet you??With silence and tears. *Specially to the person i realli love*
Wednesday, May 04, 2005 @ 10:45 PM
SOME THINGS IN LIFE JUZ DONT MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL!!!
10:07 PM
yeah im back again...firstly..im sooo happi..so the veri happi..noe why?? because Liverpool defeated Chealsea in the champions league semi final...WOoOO!!! happi seh..its not that i dun like them or wat..but they're beginning to b a team full of egoistic players..And especially their manager Jose Mourinho..fancy calling himself the special one..wat the toot man..hahahkz..hey Mr Mourinho..next season,ur team will crumble juz like how Man Utd and Arsenal did..And Liverpool will triumph next season..juz look at all the players liverpool has..and their manager..they're good..k2 enuff about this Liverpool,Chelsea thingy..wait2..Liverpool..u juz rock ah dude...!!hahaha..k stop2..now comes to the sad part of my dae todae..i fought with her..haiz.. dont wanna talk abt it..juz dun wanna rake it up again..but i juz cant understand my life..y issit dat,when i love a gerl..they'll juz walk out of my life..?? im realli being sincere with them..but it turns out otherwise..haiz..nvm..this is life..watever it is,im nt gonna let this thing take me down and affect me both physically and mentally..what's there to be so sad about..there's lots and lots of other gerls out there who r much much better..k2..im getting crappy here..hahah..wateva lah..im juz gonna carry on with life..no matter how tough it is..and btw diyana,ure the best fren indeed..there's no one else like u..ure indeed the special one..and ure also a fren to die for..uve been there for me no matter wat..ure the best!! and u too faarisi..k then..i'll end here..
Monday, May 02, 2005 @ 9:56 PM
holla..back again..hrmm..wat am i gonna write todae..about wat i wrote yesterdae,dont get the wrong the idea aite..im juz expressing my feelings on how i felt abt the breakup thingy..nuting more than that..Noe wat,sumtimes a person can make u forget a person u once cant forget..(wat am i talking..haha..nvm..if u understand..than thats good enuff) k back to the topic...its kinda strange..we both good chemistry..i mean we can click..we share lots and lots of similarities...and as tymes goes by..that feeling develops..i guess u noe wat, rite..i juz enjoy her company and im always looking forward for her presence..she juz makes me happy seeing her..even though we havent meet up juz yet,which we will(i hope so)...but i can feel that she's special to me..gosh..i donnow how to explain my feelings towards her to u guys..but wat can i sae is that i realli like her..i realli am..wooOoo...im getting mushy here..i knoe..i guess the gerl which i mention here,who read this,will understand wat im talking abt..rite gerl? ;) orite..i'll end it here for todae..chiaoz!
Sunday, May 01, 2005 @ 5:45 PM
Holla...im back again..kinda busy lately..so didnt have time to spare for this blog..actualli im nt that busy..but nutin interesting happened..so i got nutin to write..hahaha..so todae is Labour Day..but still i got religious class..GOsh! did they forget that its a holidae..so i woke up around 7.30 and bathe and change into my baju kurong..intially,i was thinking of nt attenting..mayb ''cabot'' or wat..but i decided nt to do so..dun ask me y..its juz sudden..haha..after my religious class ended around 12.30,i went home..and gosh its damn hot..im black sum more..haha..serves me rite..i took a bus home..and thoughts came flashing through my mind..lots of it..Shud i choose her and all that stuffs..haiz..but can gurls b trusted??its not always guys who break pple's heart..but gerls too rite..nvm..wat dat gerl did to me was unacceptable..after all the promises she made,after all the things i gave and spent for her...bknnye nak berkire lah..but they way she broke my heart was realli.......disgusting..doenst she know that i realli love her?? and now,im beginning to question myself,am i being stupid or wat by sacrificing my tyme,effort and money for her..is she realli worth my evry effort???its nt that i hate her now,but once sum1 did that to u,it'll be difficult to forgive that person rite..it'll take months..sumtimes years b4 u can forget everything..ah..watever lah..its over aniway..no point wasting my tyme and life thinking abt this..its history anyway..k lah i guess i'll end here for todae..more to come..
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